simple^beauty:)

2012-02-13T15:06:00.007+08:00

虽然我已经看过这部台湾电影

《那些年，我们一起追的女孩》，但我

还是忍不住再上网看了一遍。

我觉得九把刀作家的学生时期真的是

非常地热血青春，有一群死党陪着他一起

度过学生时期，做出一些愚蠢的事情，哈哈！

真是很难想象，九把刀竟然会为了自己喜欢

的沈佳宜，从一个不努力读书的学生，开始

发奋图强地读书。可见，爱情的力量是那么

的伟大。。。

虽然他的学生时期并不是很完美，但正是这些不完美，

让他的学生时期变得完美，更有青春的回忆。。。

说实在的，我还蛮后悔我在中学时期没有

好好地珍惜身边的同学和老师们，或许我没有

办法忘掉我的小学吧，然后也在中二的时候遇到

一些挫折，让我觉得中学真的过得非常辛苦。。。

而且我在学校也不是很积极参加活动的那种学生，

放学后也很少与同学一起出去，只是恨不得快点

回家休息。。。

毕业了，考完O水准了，才发现，我虽然没有

很想回到我的中学去，但偶尔也会想起

一些老师，想起我在班上总是在发白日梦的

情形，想起坐在我周围的同学总是在打闹的情形。。。

人生中只有那么一次青春，错过了，永远

都找不回了。。。

唉，我四月就要进入理工学院就读了，想必我这辈子

也不会拥有像九把刀作家的青春学生时期了。。。

青春是一场大雨。即使感冒了，还盼望回头再淋它一次。

-《那些年，我们一起追的女孩》

2012-02-12T22:51:00.007+08:00

终于可以发文章了，博客是一个
我可以宣泄我感受的地方。。。
唉，我的妈妈一直要我明天打电话
去我即将要进的理工学院，询问我的课程
是读什么东西的。。。
我知道她是怕我以后可能会读得很辛苦，
导致我读不下去，但现在到了这个时候，
我觉得我只能调整好心情，一直提醒自己
要把这个课程读好。。。
虽然是四月才开学，但我觉得四月一定会来得
非常快。。。
说实在的，我真的很害怕即将进入理工学院就读，
我害怕我不能融入环境里，害怕交不到朋友，害怕
老师会很凶。。。
唉，我真是一个胆小鬼。。。:(
还有，妈妈见我每天都在家里看我录的《娱乐百分百》，
也一直念我，一直催我去找工作。。。
唉，好吧，我得尽量找到一份工作。。。
像我这种这么胆小的人，想必要找到一份工作也很难吧？
啊！！谁能有力量让我有自信心？？:(

2012-02-11T00:11:00.005+08:00

嗨大家好！:)
我已经顺利地申请进了南洋理工学院，
虽然进不了淡马锡理工学院，但以
我这种水准来说，进不了是正常的。。。
我即将读的课程是关于科技和生意的结合，
但我想应该是比较注重在科技吧。。。
虽然说不是对这个课程非常的有兴趣，
但还是可以啦，毕竟有一个课程让我读
就已经很好了，我根本没有资格去选我要进
什么课程。。。
看来我真的要认真读了，才能够有机会在
毕业后进国立教育学院(National Institute of Education)，
以后当一名小学的华文老师。。。
唉，可是这个目标对我来说似乎是不可能
的。。。
另外一个目标，是成为幼稚园的老师。。。
但是，我却没有这一方面的文凭。。。
唉，为什么这一切都那么难？:(
还是因为是我没有那个能力能够去度过
这一切的难题？:(
唉，真希望如果有机会，我可以去台湾读大学！
好啦，我知道我在做梦，应该面对现实吧？
晚安！:)

2012-02-06T21:46:00.003+08:00

唉。。。
你们说，我是不是很“厉害”，
读书读到这个样子？
我看到身边的人都是越读越厉害，我却
是越读越失败。。。
我真的是在想，我到底该不该重考我的O水准，
即使我的淡马锡理工学院的申请能够顺利。。。
因为那时候我的表哥一直跟我说，即使我的
申请能够顺利，而且也能顺利地毕业，那张
文凭对我的未来也不会有什么帮助的。。。
唉，因为我有想过以后如果可以当一名幼稚园
老师或一名小学的华文老师，我就很满足了。。。
但是，我现在O水准的分数不能让我读跟这些
相关的课程。。。
应该是当幼稚园老师比较有可能，因为如果
我要当一名小学的华文老师，就必须要去上大学，
而且我觉得大学对我来说几乎是不可能的，唉。。。
天啊，好烦！
如果以后要在这个现实的社会找到工作，我就必须
度过这一切。。。:(
唉。。。现在只有我能鼓励我自己了。。。

2012-02-03T21:32:00.013+08:00

有时候，我会想，如果我从未
出现在这个世界的话，一切事情
是否会变得不一样，甚至更好。。。
唉，我真的要跟读者们说抱歉，
因为我这几天一直都在发不开心
的文章。。。
等等，唉，其实我好像也没有
读者啦，因为很少人知道我有博客。。。
回到话题来，我觉得，虽然表面上
看来我的生活是很正常快乐的，但其实
我内心有时却会想，现在的我，到底
快乐吗？
本来以为考完水准之后，我就可以做
我自己喜欢做的事情了，父母应该
也不会像之前那么地限制我。。。
谁知，我的妈妈几乎每天放工
回家，都会一直念我，甚至因为
我太过放松而骂我。。。
但我承认，之后成绩放榜了，我考得
很烂，现在还在不知道我的淡马锡学院
申请是否顺利，所以我的妈妈会对我不满，
我可以理解。。。
但，有时候，她真的念得我觉得自己一点
价值都没有，根本不配留在这个世界上。。。
而这时，我也不知道该找谁倾诉了。。。
唉，其实内心里还有很多感觉，一时却不知
该怎么表达出来。。。

2012-02-01T21:37:00.005+08:00

不好意思，这几天都没有发文章。。。

我已经知道被分配到哪一间理工学院了，

唉，不是自己理想的哪一间理工学院。。

但其实我已经有一种预感，结果已经

会是这样的了。。。

而我的家人和亲戚当然是劝我尝试

去申请到谈马锡理工学院，所以我前天就

去了淡马锡理工学院尝试申请一个我想要

进的课程，但那里的老师说以我的成绩，

我真的没有办法进那个课程。。。

我只好回家上网尝试申请那些接近我分数

的课程，虽然没有对那些课程没有很大

的兴趣，但也不是说完全讨厌。。。

其实，我的表哥是劝我花今年的时间去重考。。。

现在我只能希望能够顺利地申请进到淡马

锡理工学院，如果失败的话，再来考虑

是否要重考吧。。。

我的父母都觉得我让他们很丢脸，因为我

的亲戚的孩子们个个都很有前途，读书的都

读得不错，在工作的都蛮有成就的，好像只

有我最笨，读书不厉害，什么才华也没有。。。

还有，我的一位亲戚，她好像从来没有

打电话给我聊天过，但她前天却打来

问我进哪一间理工学院。。。

这似乎让我觉得，好像成绩才是最

重要的，唉，其实我也不知道她到底

是不是真心地关心我的未来，还是。。。

唉，我是不是想太多了。。。

唉，你们说，我是不是很失败？

2012-01-28T21:31:00.006+08:00

大家好！:)又到了星期六了，
时间还真是过得好快啊。。。
今天去了一位亲戚的家拜年，回到
家差不多傍晚五点多了，冲个凉，
便吃晚餐了。
之后，我的表姐和表哥来我的家，打麻将，
看电视，然后到不久之前才离开。。
唉，其实这几天我还蛮累的，因为自从
新年开始，我就每天都有出门去，所以
像我这种不时常出门的人，很容易就会
觉得累了。。。
你们说，我是不是一点都没有年轻人
的活力呢？
唉，希望如果我能顺利地升上理工学院
的话，可以变得比较有活力！
哦对了，下个星期一就可以知道我能不能
顺利进我想要的理工学院了，说实在，
能够进的机会是小得可怜。。。:(
如果能够顺利进的话，那真的就是奇迹了。。。
唉，看来我只能靠运气了。。。:(
今天就写到这吧，大家早点睡吧！:)

2012-01-26T00:37:00.004+08:00

嗨大家好！:)真是不好意思，这么
多天没有发文章了。。。
这几天都忙着拜年，所以就没有时间
发文章了。。。
相信大家的新年应该都过得很充实吧？？
想必一定是吃了许多过年都必吃的食物吧，哈哈！
初一去了外婆的家拜年，跟多数的堂兄堂姐都是
一年见一次，随着时间的流逝，我们都长大了，
而我们的父母也都老了。。。
唉，可见岁月不饶人啊。。。
初二我去了阿姨的家拜年，而且到了下午，
就有很多人来了，都是我妈妈的表兄表姐表妹，
而且多数都已经有孩子了。。。
但一年见一次，所以我还蛮尴尬的，而且个性
比较害羞的我，其实不怎么敢主动跟他们说话。。。
看来我必须要学会主动点吧。。。
今天跟哥哥和堂姐出去，堂姐跟我们分享
了很多事情，也让我领悟到了一些东西。。。
真心地替我的堂姐感到高兴，因为她在理工学院
的这几年看清了很多事情，也让她变得更独立！
希望她以后做任何事情都顺顺利利，也能继续
保持坚强！
好了，就写到这了吧，该去睡了，晚安！！:)

2012-01-20T22:39:00.008+08:00

大家不好意思哦，最近我都发
一些不开心的文章。。。
唉，可我就是没有办法吧，心情
一直那么地低落。。。
其实，我是多么希望我可以痛快地大哭
一场，把我内心里的感受全都哭出来。。。
但，不知道为什么，我感觉我的泪水只能
一直在我的内心里流啊流，始终流不出
我的眼睛。。。
这种感觉，真的很难受。。。
唉，还有我现在晚上睡觉都很害怕，
昨天甚至不敢关灯。。。
我究竟是怎么了？为什么会变成这个样子？
唉，在过一天就是除夕了，但我却没有办法
开心起来。。。
哎哟，我好烦！
明天要跟好朋友们出去了，希望心情可以
变好一点。。。

2012-01-19T21:48:00.006+08:00

想不到，新年这么快就要到了。。。
唉，可是我为什么一点都感受不到
过年的气氛呢？
应该是我自己的心情吧，其实我不是
很期待新年的到来。。。
因为要面对很多亲戚，他们应该会问
我的O水准的成绩考得如何，然后之后
有什么打算。。。
唉，每次看到我的亲戚的孩子们
个个那么有成就，会觉得自卑。。。
看来我以后要更努力吧。。。
唉，我真的需要建立自信心！！！

2012-01-17T21:01:00.003+08:00

我真的不知道自己是怎么了，心情
一天比一天低落。。。
唉，谁能让我不再有这种感觉？
我以前好像都没有这种感觉过，就是感觉有点
像是内心在哭泣。。。
你们说我这个人是不是有问题？唉，明明没有
遇到什么事情，却一直这么低落。。。
我实在是不知为什么，我这几天一直想很多，
尤其是夜晚要睡觉的时候。。。
而且，我也不知该向谁倾诉，唉。。。
我现在一定要跟自己说“不要想太多，不要想太多！！”
如果我能回到小时候，那该有多好。。。

2012-01-16T20:42:00.006+08:00

我的心情又开始低落了。。。
有时候，我真的很讨厌自己为什么
会那么容易感到低落。。。
唉。。。我真的是想不通，为什么我的妈妈
每次都要用那种骂人的语气跟我说话，听了
实在是很不是滋味。。。
我一直都在忍，但人的忍耐度是有限的，不可能
一辈子都在忍。。。
我承认以前，我也曾经用不耐烦的语气跟我的妈妈
说话，但是，我现在已经有尝试跟她好好沟通
了，为什么她就是不能尝试好好地跟我说话？
我总是提醒她，但她都会说她就是这个样子的，
这个习惯是改不掉的。。。
你们一定觉得，这种小的事情，也能令我低落成
这样，对吧？唉，真不知道自己是怎么了，每次我的
妈妈用这种语气跟我说话，我就会觉得生气又伤心。。。
有时候，就算在大庭广众下，她也是这个样子。。。
你们觉得我是不是太过份了，一直抱怨自己的妈妈？？
唉，其实我知道她以经习惯这样子说话了，而且有时候
并无恶意，但她从不尝试改一下。。。
像我今天在整理我房间的一些东西，她就为了一些小事
而激动了起来，骂了我。。。

唉。。。我真是怀念小时候，爸爸妈妈会一直陪着我，
耐心地指引我，似乎很少会骂我。。。
现在长大了，必需学会独立，他们对我的期望
也越来越高，想法也变得更现实。。。虽然说也是会
疼我，但那种感觉已经不一样了。。。
其实每当夜晚，我躺在床上准备睡觉时，我有一种感觉，
好像没有人是真心关心我的。。。
唉，或许我想太多了吧。。。

2012-01-13T23:03:00.008+08:00

嗨大家好！:)不好意思，好多天都没有
发文章。。。
我今天才从马来西亚回来。。。
现在就让我告诉你们我星期一到今天是怎样
度过的吧！:)
星期一，我回去学校拿O水准的成绩，考得不是很理想，
只拿到了二十分。。。
其实我已经预期我会考到这样的成绩了，所以并没有
抱太大的希望。
我似乎对我的成绩并没有什么感觉，可能已经对
我通常一塌糊涂的成绩习惯了。。。
只是那天回到家，我的父母看到我的成绩，对我
说了一些话，令我有点伤心。。。
我承认我考到这种成绩，实在是令我的父母在亲戚朋友
面前抬不起头，所以或许他们有权利说这些话吧。。。
还好那天我跟我的两位好朋友一起出去吃晚餐，真的是
很谢谢他们一直安慰我，逗我开心。
谢谢你们，也要恭喜你们考到优异成绩，我相信
你们一定能顺利地进自己理想的初级学院的！加油！:)

星期三，我和我的家人在早上的时候便出发到旅行社，
等待旅游巴士带我们到怡保。
由于现在不是学校假期，所以新加坡和马来西亚的
关卡没有那么多人，就会比较方便。
但其实我们从新加坡做旅行车到怡保
花了很多时间。我们到了怡保之后，便有
一辆比较小的车来载我们到酒店。
本来以为还会有其他的一些旅客，谁知道
那辆车只有载我们而已，我们真的好像
大牌似的，哈哈！:)
除了怡保，我们还去了金马伦，那边真的是超级
冷的！我很怕我在路途中会晕车，所以我先吃止晕丸，
还好真的是有效啊！
其实前往金马伦的路是还蛮危险的，因为金马伦是在
很高的地方，所以我们在那边有看到很大又高的山。。。
而且那边的路很窄，必须要很小心开车，否则会掉下悬崖。。。
现在想到，心里还是有一点怕怕的。。。
还有，我的父母总是很容易觉得紧张，我就一直跟他们说
不要紧张，因为出国就是要放松心情的嘛，你们说对吗？:)
他们紧张，害得我也跟着小小地紧张起来了。。。
唉，可能他们的年纪大了，会比较容易激动吧。。。
我改次再劝他们吧。。。
我们在金马伦住的是一间小房子似的，里面有两间
睡房和一件厨房。。。
我们在里面实在是冷得发抖，只好用吹发机来温暖自己，还有
喝温水。。。哈哈，在金马伦都已经冷成这样了，我们应该
是没有办法去到更远更冷的地方了，你们说是吗？:)

哈哈，好啦，我差不多要去睡了，晚安！:)

2012-01-06T23:26:00.004+08:00

我终于辞掉我的工作了！
想不到，我做工已经做了差不多有五个星期了。。。
今天交了所谓的辞职信，然后也拿了上个月的薪水，
这个星期的薪水，我必须要再回去拿。。。
在那里工作了一段时间，从开始对于一切东西都不会做，
到慢慢地熟悉要怎么做。。。
虽然我在那里曾经遇到一些让我的心情低落的事情，
但我还是要谢谢那些帮助过我的人，陪我一起吃午餐的人，
主动跟我聊天的人，我会把你们对我的好，永远记在心里。
时间过得真快，下个星期一就要拿O水准成绩了，其实我也
不知道我的心情到底是怎么样，我只是一直告诉自己尽量
不要紧张，希望我在那天可以真的不要紧张！！
好啦，已经是十二点零二分了，明天早上可能还要陪妈妈
去巴刹，但不知道这么早起的来吗，哈哈！:)
大家晚安！！:)

2012-01-03T21:24:00.006+08:00

大家不好意思哦。。。

我今天又要写一些不是很开心的事。。。

我有时候真的不能了解我父母的想法，

钱对他们来说，好像是真的非常重要

似的。。。

好，我承认我们的生活的确是不能没有钱，而且

父母也会给我钱买我想要的东西。。。

但是，他们就是总觉得，只要有钱，就能够

度过所谓的困难吧。。。

我知道他们之所以有这种想法，是因为他们都很辛苦地赚钱，

为了就是要还房子的钱，水电费，供应我们教育的费用，等等。。。

但就是。。。我真的不晓得该怎样表达心里的感受。。。

我今天做工的时候，就去问那里的负责人，我可不可以做到这个

星期完之后就不要做了，但她是劝我做到农历新年开始之前。。。

我不知道该怎样拒绝她，便说我考虑先吧。。。

然后，她顺便跟我说，关于我的薪水，她会尽快开一张

支票给我。

回到家之后，我就跟我的妈妈说，她却说我明天再去跟那个人

催我上个月的薪水，因为上个月的薪水，其实现在应该已经给我了。。。

而且我妈妈说得那么认真，好像做工的最终目的地就是拿到那些钱

似的。。。

我明白她的用意，因为其实她是怕我没有足够的做工经验，怕

我会吃亏。。。

但是有必要这样催我赶快拿薪水吗？

我刚刚已经决定明天去跟那个人说，我会做到这个星期完，就

不做了。。。因为其实我在那边做工，有时因为某些小事情

而觉得有点不开心，而且我做事情的速度慢，会拖累其他人。。。

所以我在想，是不是应该早一点辞掉这份工作比较好。。。

另外，下个星期就要拿成绩了，拿了成绩后的接下来几天，我

可能要跟我的家人出国几天。。。

我在写这篇文章的时候，我的妈妈又再次提醒我明天一定要跟

那个人拿我上个月的薪水。。。

或许这个世界就是如此的现实，如果我们没有钱，就等于

没有地位。。。

可能我现在年纪还小吧，是不会了解的，要等到我踏出社会

工作，我的想法就会跟我的父母一样。。。

但我希望我的想法不会变得跟他们一样，而是他们的想法

能够变得跟我的一样。。。

但是，有可能吗？？？

除非奇迹出现。。。

2012-01-02T14:25:00.007+08:00

我又来发文章了！:)

大家上个礼拜六有没有去庆祝跨年呢？

呵呵，我在星期六和星期天真的是过得太开心了！！:)

星期六，我和我的好朋友们先去白沙浮逛街，然后

晚上就到了Vivocity看烟花！只是我们看完烟花之后，

在那边拍照的时候，我的妈妈就打电话给我叫我

尽量早一点回家，不然会因为太多人而回不了家。。。

我在想为什么我的妈妈每次都是这个样子的，她让我

跟我的好朋友们出去，却还是好像有一点要束缚我似的。

我知道她是因为担心我的安危，但是我是有跟我的好朋友们

在一起，我们会照应彼此的嘛。。。

好啦，就不抱怨我的妈妈了，我尝试去体谅吧。。。

然后我们那天差不多凌晨两点多才到家，真的要谢谢我的好朋友

的爸爸送我们回家。:)

哇，我第一次凌晨才到家，那种感觉还挺爽的，哈哈！:)

昨天，我去了我的好朋友的家，我们用电脑看一些影片，

涂指甲油，吃零食，总之就是好好的放松！！:)

享受了这么多天之后，我明天又要去坐工了，:( 实在

是希望我能熬过接下来的四天，然后就暂时不做工了。

好吧，现在是下午三点四三分，我去看看有什么事情

可以做吧！掰掰！:)

2011-12-30T21:59:00.003+08:00

嗨大家好！:)
我终于熬到了星期五！
我最近总是觉得有点低落，还好我刚才跟
我的好朋友在电话上聊天，还有我小学的一位
匿名的朋友会偶尔发简讯安慰我。。。
真的是很感谢你们。。。:)
刚刚跟我的好朋友聊天，真的是要谢谢她，让我的
心情比较好一点。。。:)
明天要跟好朋友出去，我好兴奋！:)
我这份工作应该会做到下个星期完为止就不会做了。。。
幸好下个星期一不用去做工，让我有三天可以好好
休息。
哇，我做工已经做了差不多三个星期了，想不到
世间过得那么快，像是一转眼似的。。。
而且2011年也即将要结束了。。。
超级无敌快！哈哈！
好了，大家早点睡吧！:)

2011-12-28T19:59:00.011+08:00

真不知是天意还是巧合，我昨天写了我被错怪
的经验，今天做工的时候竟然也被错怪了。。。
我的心情真的是被影响到了。。。
事情是这样子的。。。
我今天在做工的时候负责把价钱贴在包装好的
衣服上，而且那个人告诉我贴好了，要确保一个
箱子里面有六十件衣服。。。
所以，我便开始算，由于我觉得算得有点乱，
所以我决定用我手机里的计算机功能来算。。。
那时候，我也没有发现到我的桌子的一个角落有一个
计算机。。。
当那个人来到我的身旁的时候，她看见我的手机在桌子上，
就以为我在传简讯，叫我立刻把手机收起来，责骂了我几句。。。
我那时本来是要向她解释的，可是就不知为什么，我的喉咙好像
被卡住似的，什么话也说不出，只好静静地在那里听她说话。。。
她走开的时候，我有一点想哭的感觉，还要我一直忍住，直到
我没有那种感觉。。。
我承认我在做工的时候有用我的手机过，但我其实都是做完手头
上被分配的事情，才会查看一下我的手机有没有任何简讯。。。
或许也不能怪那个人吧，因为也许我真的太笨了吧，在那里做工了一段时间，
都没有发现我的桌子上有一个计算机。。。
本来以为回到家后，就不会有事情了，谁知道，
刚刚跟家人去楼下的咖啡店吃饭的时候，因为发生
一件事，被我的父母责骂了一下。。。
其实那只是小事情，但我在意的是我的妈妈真的是
一点面子都不留给我，骂得蛮大声的。。。
如果是在家里，我不会在意，但是在大庭广众下，我真的觉得。。。
算了，我好像也没有资格怪他们，毕竟他们是我的父母。
我只是觉得现在我的心情真的非常低落，但我却不知道
该找谁倾诉。。。:(
明天还要做工。。。
天啊，我能坚持吗？？我真的好累。。。:(
谁能给我力量？？:(

2011-12-27T20:43:00.010+08:00

嗨大家好！:)其实我今天本来不知道要写
什么的，但刚才吃了晚餐之后，随意跟我的
妈妈聊了一些事情，所以决定与你们分享。。。
你们有没有被错怪的经验呢？
我在小学的时候，就曾经被老师错怪了。。。
还记得好像是三年级的时候，我那时正在
上华文课，老师在前面讲解课文。
我因为听了有一点闷，所以我便望向窗口
外，而这时，老师却突然叫我到教室前面
做在地上，因为他说我没有专心听课，一直跟别人
说话。。。我根本没有机会跟他解释，只好到
教室前面坐在地上，我那时候真的觉得非常丢脸。。。:(
还有一次，我们必须完成老师分配的功课。
其实，那天我已经完成了，但因为我的答案好像不对，
所以就决定把我的答案擦掉。。。
谁知道，一位同学突然大声地跟老师说我没有完成
功课，老师听了立刻责骂我。下课后，她要我跟随她到
办公室，叫我打电话给我的父母，要他们在我放学后来
学校一起去见她。。。我当时真的是害怕得快要哭出来了，
因为我知道我父母一定会非常生气。。。我尝试跟她解释，
但她说，没有完成功课就是没有完成，不需要替自己找借口的。。。
接下来的课，我的心情是非常的沉重。。。:(
最后，我跟我的爸爸一起去见我的老师，之后，我的爸爸当然
是毫不留情地责骂我，回到家，我的妈妈也是生气地不怎么跟我
说话。。。我那时打算不和他们解释了，反正我想他们应该是
不会相信我说的话的。。。:(
虽然这两件事已经是多年前的事了，但却仍然清晰地记在
我的脑海里，我刚刚跟我的妈妈聊到，她说她不记得有这件事了。。。
我在想因为毕竟对她来说不是那么重要吧，所以会忘记也是很正常的。
自从这两件事情后，我再也不敢不完成老师分配的功课，在课堂上也尽量
不再慌神，对老师也开始有一种莫名的“害怕”感。。。
对了，我并不是在怪那两位老师，我只是在跟大家分享
我以前发生的一些事情，因为我知道其实他们只是在尽
老师该尽的责任，如果有写到什么得罪老师的地方，希望
他们能谅解。。。
你们应该觉得我这个人很奇怪吧，被这两件事情影响成
这样。。。
好啦，明天又要早起去做工了，掰掰！:)

2011-12-26T21:47:00.004+08:00

大家好！:)
不好意思，这么多天没有来发文章，
因为我在忙着整理我的书桌和书柜。。。
我从星期六整理到今天，实在是太多东西了，
花了好多时间！！
好了，我要在这里感谢我中学的一位
好朋友-Sing Ming,因为她在她的博客里写我是她在
今年交到的其中一位特别的朋友。。。
Sing Ming,真的很谢谢你:)
其实，我还蛮惊讶我的名字会出现，因为
我认为我好像不是一个很好的朋友。。。
我真的很谢谢你很珍惜我们的这段友情。。。
在这里，我也要跟你说对不起，因为我知道
在学校的时候，我总是很安静，而因为一些事情
所以看起来有点不开心。。。感谢你总是陪我在
休息时间的时候到食堂吃饭，总是愿意跟我分享很多
事情，总是鼓励我要主动跟别人说话，等等。。。
我永远不会忘记我在中学的时候，交到你这么一位朋友。。。
希望以后无论发生什么事情，
我们的这段友情会一直持续下去:)

2011-12-23T20:36:00.011+08:00

终于来到了星期五！！:)
大家这整个星期过得还充实吧？
哈，我以为只有在上学的时候，我才会
一直盼望着星期五的到来。谁知，现在我做工也会盼望
着星期五的到来。。。
因为圣诞节要到了，所以老板买了蛋糕请我们吃。
蛋糕真的是太好吃了！谢谢老板！:)
你们想过要怎样度过圣诞节了吗？
我在想，如果到乌节路去，应该会感受到一股
强烈的圣诞节气氛吧？
我明天可能会跟家人出去，但我应该会在早上的时候先整理我的
书桌，因为我的书桌超级乱的！
自从O水准之后，就没有整理了，真的是太“厉害”了！
连我的妈妈也受不了了，看来我实在是需要学会怎样把
自己的东西保持整洁。。。
明天我不用早起，太开心了！:)
大家早点睡吧，否则会有黑眼圈的，哈哈开玩笑的啦，
拜拜！！:)

2011-12-21T21:03:00.002+08:00

我记得我的小学六年级的华文老师说过
“不怕笨，只怕懒”，叫我们不论什么事情
都要努力去做，即使我们可能不是很聪明。
以前，我并没有把她的话放在心上，
但到了中学，我却发现，有时候，我还是会想起
这位老师说的这句话。。。
我对我小学六年级的华文老师印象还蛮深刻的，
因为我记得，是她让我对作文产生了兴趣。
而且，我在写作文时，总是觉得要用自己内心
的感情去写。。。即使我的作文的分数都不是很高，
但我很喜欢那种用自己内心的感情去写完一篇作文的感觉。。。
我最近开始做工，才觉得，其实要在社会上立足，
有时候靠的好像不是个人的努力，而是靠做事情的速度
和脑筋要够灵活。。。这只是我的看法，不知道大家怎么想。。。
希望你们不会介意。。。
不好意思哦，我有时候真的需要在这里发泄我的
情绪一下。。。
或许有时候，努力并不是那么重要吧。。。
好啦，就写到这吧，拜！

2011-12-20T21:21:00.002+08:00

大家好！:)
今天过得都还好吧？
哎哟，原来做工是那么累的。。。
而且我的工作只是需要帮忙包装东西，我就已经
觉得累了，真是糟糕。。。
跟你们说，我昨天做了一个梦，我梦见我的o水准的L1R4拿到
了二十四分，而且我的父母还说我这样的成绩已经可以了
。。。我觉得如果我真的考到这样的成绩，
他们的反应一定会完全不一样吧，早就被我气炸了。。。
这个梦究竟意味着什么呢？难道我的成绩真的是会这样子吗？
我在想应该是吧，以我的水平来说。。。
但是奇怪的是，我却没有什么感觉，好像已经被麻木似的。。
可是，可能到了成绩放榜的那一天，情况就会不一样了。。。
不过，我还是希望我在那一天可以很镇定，不管成绩会如何，
我还是要勇敢地去面对。。。
因为其实我并没有对我的成绩有太大的期望，所以还是。。。
顺其自然吧。。。
好了，该准备去睡觉了，你们也是！拜拜！:)

2011-12-19T21:22:00.002+08:00

你们有没有感受过那种突然间心情不知为何
变得很低落，心里闷闷的感觉。。。
我现在就是这种感觉。。。
好啦，其实并不是不知为何，而是就是突然会想到
很多事情。。。
每当这个时候，我都不晓得要找谁倾诉。。。
我不会向我的父母倾诉，因为我觉得他们是不会了解
我的感受。。。希望他们不会生气，其实我也是不想
让他们担心，希望他们能体谅。。。
我其实也有向我的好朋友倾诉很多次了，但我不敢倾诉太多次，
否则真的会烦到他们，会对他们不公平。。。
我真的是不知道我的心情为什么总是这个样子的。。。
好了，我尽量不要去想了，明天还要早起。。。
大家晚安！:)

2011-12-18T20:48:00.003+08:00

大家的周末过得怎么样呢？:)
今天，雨一直下了又停，害得我一直跑去关窗
又开窗，哈哈！:)
我从早上到差不多五点多都在看台湾综艺节目，
像是《天才冲冲冲》，《娱乐百分百》，等等。。
这些都是我之前从电视录的，想说等到有时间的时候
才看，所以我就在今天看了！
我真的很喜欢看台湾的综艺节目，因为会让我觉得很开心。
如果我有什么心事或感到心里闷闷的话，当我看了台湾的
综艺节目，我的心情就会比较好一点，因为那些艺人都太好笑
了！:) 而且，我在《天才冲冲冲》听到一首歌，是张惠妹的
《别在伤口撒盐》。我从来没有听过这首歌，这首歌真的
很好听。这首歌好像已经很久了，我到现在才知道有这么一首动听的歌曲，
实在是好慢！
哎哟，周末总是过得这么快，我明天又要去做工了。。。:(
好了，希望明天也要上班的人早点睡哦，否则明天起不来！:)
拜拜！:)

2011-12-16T21:55:00.002+08:00

终于到了星期五！相信大家从星期一到今天
都过得很充实吧？:)
本来我是打算明天要去做另外一份工的，
而且那份工我到算是每个星期六和星期天去做的，
但是，我妈妈却说薪水太少，所以叫我不要去做，而且
再加上我星期一到星期五都有做工，觉得已经够累了。。。
你们一定觉得我身为一个青少年，为什么一直感到累，而且一点
活力也没有，对吧？没办法，我就是没有办法像其他的青少年
一样，总是那么的充满活力，充满自信地迎接每一天。。。
看来，我还有很多东西需要学习吧，才会跟的上现在青少年的
步伐。。。
我在做工的时候，负责分配东西给我做的人偶尔会叫我
做事情的动作要快一点。。。可是，我如果要做好一件事情的话，
我的速度就会放慢，如果我加快我的速度的话，那件事情我就是不会做好。。。:(
其实，我的妈妈有时候也会因为我的做事情的手脚太慢而忍不住说了
我几句，有时甚至会骂我。。。:(
可是，我就是比较喜欢花多一点时间把事情做得比较好啊，但
事实上，我觉得好像只有我的想法是这样。。。
或许，以后我真正踏出社会工作时，我也不能再有现在
的想法了，必须要改变自己做事情的方式吧。。。
真的是抱歉，我总是写这些会让人感到有点低落的事情，我
会尽量写一些比较开心的文章的！
好了，今天是星期五了，祝大家有个愉快的周末！:)

2011-12-15T20:22:00.002+08:00

大家好！今天过得如何？:)
我今天一样是一大早起来准备去做工，好累哦！
“早起的鸟儿有虫吃”相信大家都有听过这句话吧？
但是，我早起，可是我那所谓的“虫”在哪里呢？哈哈！
今天，我工作那边的一个人跟我说我说话很小声，我不知道
要说什么回应她的话，只好对她尴尬地笑。。
我真的觉得自己很没有用，每次跟不熟的人说话时，我的声音
就会不知不觉变得很小声。。。即使我每次都鼓励自己说话
要大声一点，但每次需要开口说话时，都会遇上同样的状况。。。
就是不知为什么，每当我跟一个不熟的人说话时，我总是觉得
自己好像很没有资格说那么多话，而且总觉得自己很渺小，
所以其实我很多时候都不会主动跟别人说话。。。
我知道我真的是很糟糕！！！:(
希望如果能顺利地进理工学院的话，我可以成为
一个更有自信心的人。。。
现在我的两位好朋友都到国外度假了，这个星期六
才回来。。。我好想他们哦。。。
好了，如果我再继续写下去，你们会觉得我很啰嗦，哈哈！:)
早点睡吧！！:)

钱，钱，钱！钱真的有那么重要吗？

2011-12-12T21:45:00.002+08:00

“钱不是万能的，但没有钱却万万不能。”相信大家都
听过这句话吧？但为什么，我总觉得，这句话的重点是
后半段的那一句“但没有钱却万万不能”。。。
虽然我也觉得有钱才能维持生活，可是，应该不用一大笔钱才
可以这样做吧？
然而，连我的父母也把钱看得很重要。好，我知道他们做工赚钱
很辛苦，尤其现在的生活费用等等都很贵，所以才希望我们以后
也可以赚很多钱，才可以过更好的日子。。。他们的用心我了解，
但，我有时候却不能接受他们这种“要赚很多钱”的想法。。。
就像我去面试工作，我的妈妈第一个问得问题就是薪水多少钱，
如果薪水太少，就会劝我再考虑。。。
还有，今天我工作那边的人跟我说，接下来的几天可能要加班，
我的妈妈立刻问我那薪水怎么算？如果加班的薪水跟平常上班的
薪水一样，就不要做。。。我明天真的不知道要怎么开口问薪水
怎么算，因为我这个人比较害羞，而且我只在那里工作了几天，
好像没有资格要求更高的薪水。。。哎哟我到底应该怎么办？？？
好烦啊！
希望我的父母看到我发的这篇文章不要生气，爸爸妈妈，我知道
你们是为了我好，不要让我吃亏。。。我只是在这里发表我的
意见和宣泄我的情绪，希望你们能谅解。。。
或许，以后，我的想法会有所改变，变得跟我的父母一样。。。
我真的好累，有时候我多么希望能够离开这个地方，到一个
平静而且纯朴的地方住。。。
大家不好意思，可能今天我的心情比较差，我如果写到什么冒犯
到你们的东西，真的是很抱歉。。。
好了，改天再发文章吧，大家晚安！:)

2011-12-10T21:54:00.002+08:00

我又回来了！:)今天下午的时候跟我的父母
去了珍珠坊(People's park), 我们便在那边
吃午餐。之后，我们就去那边的旅行集团看看
有什么地方可以去的，还拿了很多张小册子，
我多数都是拿台湾的来看，因为我真的是想要
再去一次台湾！我们今年没有办法出国，因为
我哥哥真的没有办法抽出时间，所以就觉得说明年大概
二月才出国吧，因为如果我要进理工学院的话，
应该是三月或是四月才开学。。但是还没有确定，有可能会取消这个出国
的计划。。。
还有，我今天去那边的目地其实是要找有没有那些
刺绣的东西，但是却找不到。。。:( 算了吧，改次才去
别的地方找。。
好了，我就先写这里，拜拜！:)

2011-12-08T22:03:00.002+08:00

嗨大家好！:)今天是我工作的第三天了，到目前为止，
我觉得做的还可以吧。。。幸好我做工那边的人都蛮
友善的，不然像我这么笨拙的人，早就被开除掉了。。。
但是，我有时候在那边还是觉得不自在，或许我还不
习惯那里吧，所以我还是放不开。。。
虽然我只是需要帮忙包装货物，我还是觉得很累。。。:(
而且有时候那个冷气空调让我忍不住打哈欠，眼睛也会
不禁地想闭起来。。。:(
好了，希望接下来我在那边做工会更顺利，也更习惯！
大家早点睡吧！:)

2011-12-05T17:46:00.003+08:00

嗨大家好！:) 不好意思，这几天没有发文章，
因为最近我一直觉得很累。。。
前天，我做了一个恐怖的梦，到现在我还觉得
怕怕的。。而且那个梦的感觉很真实。。。
好可怕。。
好了，我先说些别的东西吧！
我明天就要开始工作了，我好紧张！
因为这是我第一次工作，而且是自己一个人去做，
真的不知道我能不能应付。。
我工作的地点离我家很近，走路就到了，虽然我的工作
只是需要帮忙整理/包装货物，但我这个人的动作很慢，
又笨拙，万一做不好，那就糟了！:(
真希望我第一天去做工能够一切顺利，拜托拜托！！
好了，今天就写到这里吧，再见！:)

2011-11-30T14:32:00.002+08:00

大家好！我又来发文章了！:)
刚刚看完了《我和我的兄弟~恩》，真的是令我非常
感动！！但是结局却让我觉得有一丝悲伤。。。
我推荐大家看这部偶像剧，真的是超级好看！
它会令你有温馨感。。。

剧中的某些人物真的是好单纯，它们的家庭也
令人觉得温暖。。。
我真的好希望我能生长在像他们那样简单的环境里。。。
现在，我觉得生活好复杂，我有时真的活得好累。。。
还记得我的华文老师曾经给过一张纸，上面都是可以用
在作文里的佳句。上面有一句话，令我感触很深：
“人之所以不快乐，就是因为不能够活得单纯；其实，人
不必要去刻意追求什么，不需要向生命去索取什么；
其实，简单本身就是一种幸福。”:)

所以，希望大家能记住这句话，简单快乐地过
着自己的人生吧！下次再发文章吧，再见！:)

2011-11-26T21:58:00.002+08:00

嗨！大家近来过得如何？:)

其实，我现在虽然是可以享受生活的

每分每秒了，但在家里，有时我的父母

却还是一直想控制我的一举一动，让我觉得

没有自由。。。

就像我这几天都在整理我的房间，我的妈妈就一直

催我快点整理好，有时候我的动作慢，她就会忍不住

发了一下脾气。。她就是不能够让我一个人平静地整理

好自己的房间。。

还是算了吧，因为我想也是因为我的父母毕竟

是为我好，所以我也就尽量不去跟他们计较了，

就在我的博客发泄情绪一下吧！

昨天跟好朋友们一起去找工作，

如果没有问题的话，我猜应该很快就可以

开始工作了吧！

但是，这也表示我不能时常追看台湾偶像剧

了。。

最近在看《我和我的兄弟~恩》，之前看过

一些预告片，觉得还蛮感人的。。。

如果可以的话，明天我一定要尽量看个够！:)

就写到这吧，大家早点睡！:)

2011-11-23T09:40:00.003+08:00

大家早！:)
昨天，我去看了九把刀的电影《那些年，我们一起追的女孩》。
真的是超级好看！！:)
这部戏让我了解到，原来不需要中规中矩地过着学校
的生涯，其实也可以很热血。。。
虽然柯景腾和他的好朋友们都很幼稚，总是做出那些奇奇怪怪
的事情，但，他们却一起热血地追过沈佳宜，也一起热血地
做过许多疯狂的事情。。。
我也非常喜欢柯景腾在电影里说的一句话“不像考卷，所有
复杂艰难的问题，都能得到一个解答，真实人生里，有些
事永远也没有答案。”
爱情的力量真的是非常伟大，能够让柯景腾从一个不努力念书
的学生，变成一个非常用功的学生。。。
我在想，如果我的学生生涯能够像九把刀作家一样，那。。。

算了，这是不可能的，还是回归到现实吧，看完了《料理情人梦》，
我就要去找工作了。。:(
希望大家有美好的一天！！:)

2011-11-16T21:31:00.002+08:00

嗨！大家今天过的还好吧？:)
我今天跟我两位最要好的朋友一起去
白沙浮(Bugis Street)逛街，而且这么久没
有一起出去了，我们当然也聊了很多事情！！:)
谢谢我的两位最好的朋友陪我度过今天，
有你们在我的身边，我真的觉得很开心！:)
希望你们明天能够在各自的毕业晚会上
玩得痛快，为自己的中学生涯画上一个完美
的句点。:)
Thanks Pauline and Xinyi for going out with me today!!:)
With you guys around me,I really feel very happy!!:)
Hope that you guys can enjoy yourself on tomorrow's
prom night and let this be the most memorable way to end secondary
school life:)

就写到这里吧，我明天也要出去，需要早起。。
大家晚安！！:)

2011-11-16T09:23:00.004+08:00

嗨！大家早！！
昨天不知为什么，我一直辗转难眠，睡不着:(
然后又觉得有股恐惧感，偶尔又咳嗽到很厉害。。
不过，等一下要跟好朋友出去了，我现在要打起精神来，
不能让自己感到困倦！！！:)
好了，今天我先写到这里，祝大家有美好
的一天，再见！！:)

2011-11-14T16:19:00.005+08:00

嗨大家好！！

哇！！我最后一次在博客发文章已经是去年了！！

不好意思，因为要应付考试，再加上我也很懒惰，所

以就没有时常发文章。。

不过，今天，O水准终于结束了，我有时间发文章了！！:)

现在，我一定要去看我一直很想看的台湾偶像剧，否则，

明年拿到我的成绩的时候，或许没有机会追这些偶像剧了。。。

因为我有种预感，我的成绩应该会蛮差的，因为其实我也没有

付出我最大的能力埋头苦读。。。每次读书的时候，我会一直

很想睡觉。我觉得我真的是一个不会读书的人。。

好了，我不再提起这些会影响心情的事了。。

我现在一定趁这段时间去做我喜欢做的事情，

等到明年要拿成绩单的时候才来烦恼吧！

除了要追看偶像剧，我还要看九把刀的电影《那些年，我们一起追的女孩》

那时候看到预告片，就已经超级想要去看了！！:)

但，现在我那么空闲，这表示我也要帮忙做家务事了。。

好了，我先去看看有哪些偶像剧吧，今天就先写到

这里了。我会尽快地再发文章的，再见！！:)

2010-11-15T13:12:00.003+08:00

Hello everyone sorry for not posting so long!!:)
I am very lazy!!
Anyway, the taiwan trip from November 1 to November 7 was really quite fun!!:)
I never really expected it to be so fun,haha!:)
But i still remember before the trip, i was so nervous and scared,
because i have never sit an aeroplane before,and i also have motion sickness.
Especially on the first day when i went with my family to the changi airport,
i was feeling extremely nervous, it's like lots of butterflies fluttering in my stomach,
and my parents and brother keep asking me to relax, haha:)
And when we got on the areoplane, and the aeroplane was starting to take flight,
my whole body was like totally freeze there, and i was so scared that i clutched my seat until
so tightly.
I also didn't really dare to eat much of the lunch served on the aeroplane,
because i am afraid that later i would vomit out everything that i ate.haha
Anyway, so i ate a bit,then i watch erm a bit of Glee,haha but i keep falling asleep:)
Then i listen to songs and sleep at the same time:)
When i went to the toilet on the aeroplane, i was like walking very unsteadily,
because the aeroplane was like a bit wobbly,even though when you sit down you
cannot really feel it,but when you stand up and start walking,you can really feel it
wobbling. We reached taiwan at about 3.25pm:)
Hmmm,the first day we went to a farm, and we stay in their hotel.
The first night i was still not very used to it,because i'm still like missing my family.
Then for the rest of the days in other hotel, i slowly get used to it.
But i still remember one night in the hotel i called my mum and say" i want to go home"(in chinese),then she say something like"aiya don't think too much la just go and enjoy yourself".:)
And also really thanks to my two roommates for being so friendly to me!!:)
And we also went to 3 schools, but i had a very deep impression of 1 school,
because the students there were really super friendly and high, and they were really
natural:) Even me as a person who don't really speak a lot, i get touched by their sincerity
and the huge amount of questions that they asked,and i get very happy chatting with them:) And they were also really cheerful:) When we leave that school, i was still like thinking of them,their laughters,questions that they asked and their craziness!!:)
Then the most toughest thing that i endured there was my motion sickness:(
Sometimes on the bus, i really feel like vomitting, especially sometimes
the bus journey was like 3 to 4 hours. I applied a lot of medicated oil and ate a lot
of sour plums. Really thanks to Zoel for giving me so many sour plums:) Sorry i ate a lot!!
My motion sickness was the worst on the last day, we have to sit the bus into those
mountainous regions,and its like the bus keep turning and turning and turning. When we
reached there, we still have to sit taxi to the threatre to watch like a dance performed
by the people living there. Whoo...,so when we came down the taxi, my stomach was like
totally churning and i really almost vomitted,it was really a good thing that i did not.
After we watched the performance, we ate lunch there, and we need to sit the taxi back
to the place again,and sit the bus to the airport. Same thing,when i reached the airport,
stomach start to churned terribly again,luckily after a while, i start to feel better.
Sorry everybody this post got a lot of me getting motion sickness one,sorry!
On the aeroplane going back to Singapore, luckily i was not getting giddy anymore,
and my appetite was also getting better, so the dinner i was really able to finish
most of it:) After that, i listen to songs again and fall asleep:) Finally, we reached Singapore
at 8.45pm and we went to take our luggage, and i was so happy to see my family!!:)
After reporting to the teacher, my family and i took a cab back home!:)
Extremely tired when i reached home, and the following day i still have to go back
for chinese lesson, and the following day i also went back for o-level chinese.
So i really sleep a lot when i'm free during the three days,haha!:)

"Sigh.." but because of this taiwan trip i missed the sec 3 extended studies,
so i have a lot to catch up:(
And so many holiday homework to do!
And i have not even done any yet,i am really lazy lazy lazy!!
Okay i will stop here now, byebye everybody!!:)

2010-07-22T17:42:00.007+08:00

Hi everyone!!

Sorry for not posting for so long as i am busy...

I am occupied by YOG practices and the whole lot

of homework... For these few weeks, i slept at about 12.30am

almost every day, and the next morning when i wake up,

i feel really sleepy....

Especially when i was on the bus going to school,

i had to force myself to keep my eyes open

as my eyes would want to close naturally..

"sigh"...life is so difficult...

i seems to have no interest in studies recently...

i am feeling numb by all the subjects and tests...

Is that a good or bad thing??

I don't know...:(

But i have no choice, i still must complete my education

first....

I am feeling really really tired...

Anyway, i must really thank Vanessa Fong,Yingsa and Kean for always explaining

patiently to me whenever i don't understand something in class..:)

To Xinyi and Pauline: Hey, my 2 very best friends, how are you guys doing?

I am sorry i very long didn't contact you guys ler...Wish you two all the best!!:)

Okay I am going to do my homework now...:(

Byebye!

2010-05-19T14:48:00.003+08:00

Hi everyone!:)
Long time never post ler so sorry...
Mid year exams was over,
and all the papers were given back..
I only get borderline passes for most of the papers...
But actually i didn't really feel sad,
because i had already expected it.
Anyway today i took the 2.4km run which i retake for the second time,
and i finally passed it!:)
But when i was about to reach the end, I almost vomitted out.
Really thanks to Vanessa Fong for running with me,
if not i think i wouldn't pass..
I'm sorry Vanessa Fong, i stopped when i was about to reach
the end point because i was about to vommit,
i should have continued running..
But when i reached the end point,
the level of satisfaction is really very high:)
After PE i still felt a bit giddy...
and when i climbed up the flight of stairs
to class i have to hold onto the railings and walked
slowly...

Oh and I'm sorry Pauline i couldn't go
to your band concert and support you..
But i will be giving you moral support!!!:)
Jiayou!!:)

Okay i will stop here now, bye!:)

2010-03-07T01:52:00.004+08:00

Hi everyone:)

Homework is really hectic this year..:(

Sometimes i don't even know whether i can continue on this journey..

I feel so tired at times...

I really admire my classmates sometimes,

they are good in studies, CCAs, sports, and are good-looking.

But for me, i have no talent at all, except know how to eat a lot:(

My studies,CCA ,sports are not good..and i'm ugly too:(

"Sigh..." life is so difficult at times..

Sometimes i really feel very helpless, don't know

what to do..

I still remember that when i am young, i would wished that i could grow up

faster..

but now when i am grown up, i wish that i could go back to the past,

where everything seems so simple and peaceful..

But that's impossible..

I think for now i have to just continue studying and doing the amount

of homework, and prepare for YOG performances, there will

be loads of practices coming up.

I am going to sleep now, goodnight:)

2010-01-24T17:42:00.004+08:00

Hi everyone!!:)
School is really stressing....
it's only the first few weeks and there is so many homework..
which is never ending...
Tomorrow is the start of a week again...:(
"sigh.."feel so tiring...
Still have some homework not completed..
got to go and rush!!
Bye everyone!!!

2009-12-23T22:16:00.003+08:00

Hi everyone:) Wow holiday is going to end soon
and i haven't even finish my homework..i am such
a lazy girl...Everyday keep watching tv...

Tomorrow will be going out with PL
until quite late..I am so looking forward to it!!!
Staying at home really very boring...

*To Pauline:)- Thank you Pauline, for accompanying me
to run every morning, really sorry also, as you have to
wake up quite early in the morning...

*To Xinyi:)-Hey Xinyi, i hope you enjoy yourself in china and
don't worry i will help you to return the books:) Have fun!!:)

Okay i am going to sleep ready..goodnight:)
I am so excited about tomorrow!!!:)

2009-11-03T12:06:00.003+08:00

Hi everyone!!! Sorry haven't been posting since my birthday...

Anyway, now is the holidays, and i almost everyday will

eat, sleep, play only..... I haven't even started on my

holiday homework:( I dun feel like doing....:((

My end of year results are not very good...:(

Sometimes, i am thinking that no matter how

hard i study, my results will always remain at that certain

level.."sigh..."

Tomorrow will be going to watch movie with PL!! Yeah!!!

I am looking forward to it!!! :)

Okay i got to go..Bye!!!:)

2009-10-14T21:26:00.006+08:00

- END OF YEAR EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER!!!

- I ENJOYED MY BIRTHDAY TODAY!!!!THANK YOU XINYI AND PAULINE FOR THE PRESENTS THAT YOU GUYS GAVE!!! I LOVE IT VERY MUCH!!

Today is the last day of EOY!! YEAH!!! After maths paper 1 today,
i immediately went home... then when i reached home,
i quickly went to bathe....
After that i peel two eggs that my mum had boiled in the
morning, and ate one...hehe
Watched tv for a while, then changed and quickly
went downstairs to meet Pauline!!

Sorry PL, have to make you wait for a while..

Headed to XY's house and then after that three
of us went to the bus stop and took bus to interchange then took
MRT to Bugis.. Sorry XY & PL , because i have car-sickness
therefore cannot take the bus that goes straightaway to
Bugis...
Then when we reached Bugis, we walked around for quite a long time trying to find
my present...finally saw a shirt that i love it very much!!
After that went KFC to eat.
Sorry XY and PL, making you all feel so hungry...
After we finish eating, we continued to shop around...
The clothes are really all very nice!!!
Went to buy 3 pairs of earrings for $5, and PL bought a hoodie.

Sorry XY & PL, I didn't treat you guys to anything today...

After that, took bus back to my house, watched tv with XY & PL
My brother and mum came home after a while.
As my mum bought a cake back, we decided to celebrate without my
dad..hehe...
I wore the shirt that XY & PL bought for me:)
Anyway, XY & PL, I hope the cake was not too bad..cause i know
its a bit too creamy...

To Xinyi: Hey Xinyi, sorry i forgot to pass you back
the science notes today, i will pass it back to you as
soon as possible!!!:)

Once again, i want to thank my family, Xinyi and Pauline
for giving me such a wonderful birthday!!!!

But most importantly, I want to thank Xinyi and Pauline
for accompanying me to go out on my birthday!!! Pauline, i hope
you will like the belated birthday present that i gave you
and the words that i wrote in your birthday card...
sorry my drawings are very ugly...

2009-09-26T10:16:00.004+08:00

Hi everyone!!!
End of year exam is only one week away and i
haven't even started revision...:(
I am really so lazy...
I seem to lose interest in studies...
I can't really focus in class these few days...
I kept thinking about By2 and their songs...
"sigh...."
and project work presentation is on monday!!!
I am really very nervous about it....
I am afraid that due to my lousy ability to present,
as my voice is really soft...
and i get stage fright
my group members will get low marks....
What am i suppose to do???
I am in a total lost now....:(

2009-09-18T20:20:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAULINE!!!!

Its the end of a week again...
so many homework...
end of year is coming very soon...
Anyway,I feel very tired both physically and mentally....
Sometimes, i wish that i will fall into a sleep and never wake up again...
Cause its like...erm..i dunno how to say it....
i feel that there is a very heavy load in my chest..
it makes me feel very stressed like that...
secondary school life is really tough...
its not like primary school, where homework are not
so many....and also the projects are not that difficult to do...
Project work presentation is coming soon....
I have a very strong feeling that i will totally screwed up the presentation...
cause i feel very nervous whenever i stand in front of a lot
of people and present....then when i feel nervous, my heart will beat very
fast and my legs sometimes will start to shake,and the words
will get stuck in my throat....i have had this problem
since young...and i dunno how to cure it...
If i screwed up the presentation for myself only then that's ok,
because it will only affect me and pull down my marks..
but it does not only affect me, it affects the whole group!!!
Therefore, the whole group will get very low marks for project work...
and this is the problem i am really worried about... as everyone really puts in
effort to present as best as they could but just bacause of me, their efforts go to waste...
I hereby sincerely apologise to my group members and my group leader...
i am really sorry....
Now i seriously dunno what to do and i am in a total lost now....
I am such a failure...

2009-09-05T22:53:00.003+08:00

Hi posting again!! I came back from my aunt's house at 10pm.
Anyway, humanities papers are over!!
But i think i will not do so well for it.
Cause got quite a lot of things cannot get into my head
even if i memorised it... "sigh.."
so i think i most probably cannot get into my desired class next year..:(
I should have start revising earlier...but its too late now..:(
So..this morning woke up at 9am and watch channel 8
乐乐窝shows!! i watched doraemon, <游学快车> and <我的校园有神探>.
Actually <我的校园有神探> i got watched before, that time when i watched i
dun think that its nice. But when i watch it again this morning the first episode,
i think its very nice!! haha i very weird right...
It is about five students in a secondary school
who join the science mystery adventure club, and they will solve mysteries and problems.
They would apply science and logical thinking to solve these mysteries and problems.
And one girl in the show is so pretty!!!
Okay i will stop here now... dunno whether tomorrow have the show anot..
if have i am going to watch it!! as i tomorrow not going for yoga!!!:)
Still have holiday homework not done yet and also have not done revision
for the rests of the subjects...I think i have to hurry up...only have one week..
bye!!!

Happy Teacher's Day to all!!

2009-08-31T21:16:00.006+08:00

Hi, I am back to posting!!
Today is Teacher's Day!!
Happy Teacher's Day to all teachers!!
So today in school we have normal lesson from 8 to 9am,
which miss nadia let us do a maths fun quiz.
My memory is so bad, almost all the formulae i forgotten ready..
what a lousy brain i have.
Then from 9 to 10am we stayed in the class with miss mariana...
Then at 10am we went down to the field and proceed for ACES day workout,
which we have to skipped for 15 minutes, and it was really tiring...
After that, we went to the hall for the celebration, which was
so boring...i almost doze off...
When we were released, i went home first and watch tv for a while waiting
for my mum to come home with my lunch..
Then when my mum come back ready, i thought Pauline was going to
come to my house soon so i quickly eat my food, which caused me indigestion
and stomach pain. Luckily after i applied some oil i felt better..
Pauline then came to my house to separate the presents for
the teachers in MBS and i also did cards for teachers...
My card was so ugly...my mum said that i have
no sense of creativity, which i totally agree...
Anyway, sorry arh Pauline can't share the price of the presents with you,
causing you to spend quite a lot on the presents...
Then after that, we went to xinyi's house void deck to meet her and walked to MBS together..
To Xinyi: Xinyi sorry arh you have to go home and wait for us to finish
separating the presents first..
When we reached MBS, the first thought of mine were like" WOW!!"
Its like a drastic change for the school...
everything is new...
i feel that it has become bigger and more spacious
and also brighter...
Saw a few ex-classmates , so happy to see them!!The girls really become
prettier, not like me, who still remains so ugly..
After that we went to find Mdm Yeoh and gave her the presents
and we went to walked around the school and also find Mrs Song..
But unfortunately, we didn't manage to find her..
Hence, we went back to find Mdm Yeoh who were talking to the
boys and asked her to help us give the presents to Mrs Song..
Then we listened to her talked to the boys..
Although we didn't really talked,
but its still very funny listening to Mdm Yeoh talked to
the boys.. They are so humorous:)
After that, we went to the canteen for a drink and Xinyi and Pauline
came to my house!!:)
We watched tv and then we drank milo...
To Xinyi and Pauline: Sorry arh xinyi and pauline, you all
cannot do really much things at my house, can only watched tv.
Anyway, i hope the milo i made was nice!:)

2009-08-22T08:56:00.007+08:00

I am back to posting!!
Today woke up at 8.30am...
Anyway, this week so many tests...
And also recieving back many test papers..
which i don't do well for almost all...:(
All my tests results just started dropping..
"sigh.." such a stupid girl i am...
School days will pass so slow...wheareas weekends
will everytime pass so fast....
Weekends most of the time cannot relax want...Need to do lots
and lots of homework....
I finally realised that primary school homework is considered as nothing
to secondary school homework...
But too bad..time can't go back anymore...:(
I still have quite a lot of homework still haven't
done yet...and today its already Saturday...
Have to rush!!!
Ok so will end my post here bye~

2009-08-07T22:30:00.004+08:00

Whoa...haven't been posting for more than a month...
So many homework..
like never ending one..
everyday keep doing and doing and doing...
"sigh..."
Anyway, so Monday had dance practice and its
the FIRST time i can remember all the dance steps
and dance smoothly since i joined dance...
After dance was sweating profusely..
and today we celebrated National Day in school:)
We were released at about 11am like that...
After that went home, then watch TV!! I
first watch <我的亿万面包>then after that watch
<欢喜来逗阵>..
haha <欢喜来逗阵>is quite a nice show..it is funny:)
I think it has about 100 over episodes..
Actually that time it has already finished
showing all episodes but now the show is being repeat
again.. that time i got watch a few episodes
starting from episode 130, then stop watching.
Today in the morning i watch episode 30..
haha so i actually dun really know what really
is the plot of it..
i would try to catch up on episode 30 onwards..
hehe but dunno can anot..
with all the piles of homework...
if cannot then i would watch it every Friday
after i come home:)
haha then today i slept from 2.50pm to 5.00pm..
so tired...
ok i guess that's all for today.. Bye!

2009-06-16T17:18:00.003+08:00

Sorry for not posting for so long since June Holidays started...
Now is already the third week of June Holidays..
And i haven't completed my holiday homework..
I am so slow...
'Sigh..."
Anyway, last Sunday after tuition went to have
dinner with my cousins at their house downstairs..
Then after that went up to their house...
watch 模范棒棒堂at their house and also watch some
movie trailers on computers.
Left their house and reach home at 11pmplus

Ok i guess that's all...will post again asap. Bye!

2009-05-22T22:15:00.003+08:00

Hi everyone... Already gotten back all the mid yr exams papers...
I failed my geography...
When i first recieved back my geography paper,
i felt sad...
Then,i went up to the teacher as the marks is wrong.
After that when i went back to my seat, i felt like crying.
i tried to hold back my tears,
but,still,some tears came out.

To xinyi: Thanks so much, for consoling me through SMS on Tuesday.
I really feel so much better afterwards.
To Pauline: Thanks for chatting with me on MSN about school life and other things.
Hope to meet up with you during the June holidays.

Thanks Xin Yi and Pauline, for always cheering me up when i m sad.

2009-05-02T14:30:00.002+08:00

HI....4 papers for the mid-yr exams was over...
Geography and history i surely fail ready......
cause i did last minute revision the day before each paper....
and i can't crammed all the things in my head......
I m just so stupid....
All my results this year after term 1 started to drop.....
Especially geography class test......
I kept doodling my time away, keep thinking that Mid-yr exam is still very far away...
Then,before i knew it, the mid-yr exam timetable was given to us..
and it started so fast...
Its too late to regret now...
4 papers is already over....
now is need to work hard and earn as many marks as i could for
the rest of the mid yr exam papers...
So gtg go now.... Bye.....

2009-04-17T22:04:00.004+08:00

HI...Not in quite a good mood this week...
cause of Tuesday...keep thinking back of the image...
i was really mad and also really really scared during recess...
its like totally....omg i dunno how to say...
i just feel very mad on that day...
And i dun really have the mood to study for tests....
and when i do homework,i will feel a bit frustrated....
i have put in efforts..but...i am really so stressed this week
i still feel a bit mad now....
I really miss my primary school teachers and friends....
i regret not treasuring the time spent with them....
and not really paying attention in class...
i finally realise that the teachers in my primary school is actually very good...
Listening to radio 93.3FM makes me feel better,
and watching 乒乓圆also.....
Ok i gotta go now..bye.

2009-04-10T23:28:00.004+08:00

Hi everyone!! Yesterday had Geography class test...
Confirm fail ready...
Last page: didn't remember anything at all...i just tried to write down what
Miss Wong had taught us in class and had said.....
Wednesday night when i study, the things could not
get into my head...
"sigh...."
I feel so sad...
Then yesterday night went to eat dinner with my mum...
Anyway,乒乓圆is quite a nice show...
I Enjoy watching it!!
K bye gtg ler...will post asap!

2009-03-28T12:11:00.003+08:00

Today didn't went for the Principal's talk...
Anyway yesterday recieved back our result slip, i failed my english and literature...
i was so sad... feel so stupid and mad at myself... And also, time is flying past.
April is already coming.....Tests will be coming up..... its like so fast...
I haven't finish my maths NE portfolio...and the development of ideas for DNT...
dunno why..for the dnt, i can't seem to draw properly for the development of ideas..
No ideas seem to come to me.....my drawing totally is horrible...
But maybe i will still try my best to do the development of ideas...
okay i am going to search articles on the internet for the maths NE portfolio ready...
i found one in the newspaper but dunno correct a not...
Okay will end here now.. bye...

2009-03-20T22:19:00.002+08:00

Ohh...March holidays going to end soon...its like so fast...
Didn't enjoy much....
still left the maths ws that need to create two maths problem
and the "Sing to the dawn" worksheet.."sigh..."
Anyway now i like to listen to the radio yes 93.3....haha the songs is
nice...
Pi Li MIT is a nice show...watched the first two episodes...haha...
Okay gotta stop now...bye!!!!

By: {fangying}:>)

2009-03-06T19:31:00.003+08:00

Time flies....Finally today is Friday....the day i like most..... Also wish that next week can
pass quickly so that it will be MARCH HOLIDAY!!!! Today after school i ate in school...then i sat
bus 22 home... reach home watch tv a while,then my mum came back home...
After that did my maths Weekend homework 4....
ya that's all...sorry everyone all my posts is very boring to read....
Bye!!!!

2009-02-20T21:16:00.002+08:00

Hi people!! Posting again...ok there are more pictures taken during chinese new year.. enjoy the photos!!

This is my great-grandmother!!

Ok i m done!!! bye will post again other day..

by: stressed up gurl..

2009-01-30T22:52:00.002+08:00

Hi everyone!! Happy New Year! I have not been posting for many many days....so sorrie...
Ok, so now i will upload some of the pictures taken during chinese new year..

This was where we ate the reunion dinner
with my uncles,aunties and cousins.(Father's side)

With my cousins and brother! sry its a bit
dark so can't see clearly...

This was taken on after the day of

reunion dinner!

Hehe..now with my mum!

Whole family picture!!

This is when i m at my uncle's house!

This was taken at my ahma house!!!

Well that's all for today...some pictures is still in my cousins' camera so when they send to me

i will try to upload.. Ok i gotta go and sleep now.. byebye!!

2008-12-23T22:27:00.003+08:00

Hi everyone!!! Haha xiang niang re the show is really nice!!!!
Ok shall post about what happened yesterday and today...

Yesterday morning wake up at 9am, then went out with my brother
and father at about 9.45am....meet my cousins then went to the
Converse Warehouse Sales with them.
The place is really very very hot and stuffy, and i perspired a lot.
Ok and anyway, erm, i bought one clothes and two bags..cause the
bag is buy 1 get one free... My brother bought a school bag and 2 pair
of shoes. My cousins also bought a few things..
After that, my father paid for the things and we took bus 58 home.
Ate 水饺面for lunch, then rest for a while first.
Then i move all the things away on my study table and i use a wet cloth
and wipe it clean. Then i waited for the table to dry first, and i placed all
my things nicely on my table again.
Done with my table liao, i clear the cupboard in the study table....same thing
as i did with my study table...
Wipe it clean ready the cupboard is very very white and clean. Put all the things
back and arranged it neatly.
So happy when i was finally done. Exhausted too...

Today morning wake up at 10am+ , rinse up then ate breakfast and watch
television for a while.
After that, went to my room and clear the cupboard in my room that is
use to put all my own things. Same job as i did yesterday. Clean it and
move all the things back neatly...
Ok and finally finished!!!

So i think that's all for today.. byebye!

2008-12-08T22:48:00.003+08:00

Hi everyone!! Posting again!!! I love to watch 小娘惹!! OMG its so nice,
and the opening theme song also very nice!!
Anyway, yesterday went to temple...then after that went to eat lunch...
ate wanton noodles!!! Quite nice!! Then after that my mum and i took bus to bedok
interchange. Went to the library to return book and then also borrowed 3 books.
Next, went to NTUC to meet my dad. Bought some groceries...then when we came out of the
NTUC saw my 堂姐and my aunt, so we headed to my grandma's house together!
Stayed at my grandma's house and eat some tibits...Then went home around 4.30pm.
My uncle drove us home.
Reached home around 5.00pm, watched television until 5.30pm...After that bathe.
Ate dinner at around 7.10pm...After that watch television again. Watch until 12 midnight.
Haha the show 天才冲冲冲damn funny!! NICE!!

Okay that's all... want to go and sleep liao. BYEBYE---

My day out with cousins and family!! A long post!!

2008-12-07T00:07:00.009+08:00

YO GUYS!! Sorry for not posting for so long..as you know,i m lazy...hahaha....
Just now in the afternoon went to Esplanade with my mum, brother and my cousin to watch the " 全国华乐比赛 ( 笛子) "...Nearly fall asleep there..cause the 指定歌曲for every participant is the same,so was quite boring. And the 笛子sound is very high and sharp,so it made my ears very pain.
After that, went to Toa Payoh to meet my aunt and my 表姐. She went there earlier to do facial,so we just go there and meet her..So shopped around there and mum bought me a pair of shoes!! Thanks mum!! Then after that, my uncle and dad came to find us and we went to the "Fortunate restaurant" to eat dinner. Eat finish liao, went to library to look for the books that i want, but can't find. :( So just continue to shopped around there, i saw a few clothes that are very nice, but mum refuse to buy for me...But i m still happy i got a pair of shoes!!
When we walked until quite tired ready, my 表姐treat us to desserts at the food court near there..
Finally, took bus 59 and go home...My cousin went home to bathe then came over to my house to play!!! We just now played "Snap Jack", "Heart Attack" and a card game( Taboo) that my brother borrowed from his friend.
Now my brother and my cousin watching dvd...my cousin staying overnight at my house...
Ok that's all for today.. gotta go sleep ready..tomorrow morning still have to do yoga to lose weight..haha,as you guys know,i m fat...
Goodnites and sweet dreams!!! :)

2008-11-12T10:38:00.006+08:00

Hi everyone!! Sorry for not posting since holidays started..."sigh..."I haven finish my holiday homework....Later going to watch HSM3 with my friends......Sorry pple i know my post is getting lamer...but i dunno wat to post liao.. I will post on some other day again...byebye..:(

By: {Boring gal}

2008-10-23T20:55:00.003+08:00

YEAH!!!! My long-awaited HOLIDAYS finally ARRIVED!!! Of course, i also must not play all the time during the holidays,but also do some revision and holiday homework.. As my End of year results was not good, i must work harder in Secondary 2!!
Wish everyone have a wonderful holidays!!! BYE...

2008-10-19T00:13:00.002+08:00

HI EVERYONE!! Didn't post for a few weeks,too lazy to post...
Anyway just went to Changi Airport with my family...the place is so big!!!!
As for my End-Of-Year results,well,it was not so good. Almost all subjects is only borderline pass. And my class position also very lousy...I really have to work hard in Secondary 2!!
Ok,i will end here now. I want to go and sleep liao..goodnite!!!

2008-10-01T14:49:00.002+08:00

Hi..Finally can have time to post...
Was quite busy..........
Anyway..
To Xinyi: Thank you for cheering me up..i feel much better now.

Ok so today no school as it is Hari Raya Puasa. And it is also Children's Day but can't
celebrate anymore as we are already in secondary school..'Sigh..."
So good luck to everyone for the end of year exams!!

This will be a short post...will end here now..byebye:)

2008-08-29T22:31:00.002+08:00

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY to all teachers!!!! I was really very happy today as i went back to my primary school and find my teachers!!! I also meet many of my friends...ok,i think i should tell you more about what happened today..

First is school is assembly,then followed by the Teachers' Day message addressed by the principal.
Then went back to class and do ..uhmm...nothing?
Then heard the announcement and went down to the parade square to do ACES Day workout..(it was a bit drizzling...)
After the workout proceed to the hall for teachers day celebration...
We watch powerpoint slides prepared by the graduating classes and also some performances...
End ready went back to Primary school with amanda,yanqi,xinying and megan.
Reach liao,saw a lot of pple, then wait at the gate for Pauline and xinyi to come,then suddenly Shijia run to me to give mi a hug..SWEET!!
After Pauline & xinyi reached liao,we went to look for Mdm Yeoh and mrs song...so happy to see them!!!
Then went down to the canteen and eat beancurd..NICE!!..so long never eat ready
Finally i went home to change first,then went to xinyi's house:)
We play games at her house,then leave with Pauline at about 4 something like that.

OK anyway i m so sorry people i know my english very bad..i use a lot of singlish but sometimes i just can't think of how to write in proper english..so sorry.

To xinyi: Thanks for letting us come your house today!!!

2008-08-15T15:22:00.002+08:00

HELLO HELLO HELLO HELLO:)))) Quite a few days never post ready...Wwhoo...time passes so quickly!!!! Ok, this is what happened in school today.. :

First is Assembly,then go back to class..
After that is DNT lesson, have a 20 minutes test. Then get on with our working drawing..Aiyo,i dun really know how to design my toy clock leh...
Then recess,eat 板面. So NICE!!
Followed by chinese lesson, which we have a test and is again have the <<少年侠客柳迈林>>that book
Then is Geography, which we get back our previous test paper that we have done..luckily Pass...
Lastly literature..
Then finally GO HOME!! Took bus 65 home...

By: Miss my primary school..:(

2008-08-08T12:01:00.002+08:00

Alright,posting again,this is what happen today...

In the morning,went for X-country @ Bedok Reservoir Park, then it ends like about 10.15am like that.
After that took bus 22 home
Reached home, changed,then watch 换换爱。
Finish watching the show, then now POSTING!! Lol....

Sorry people, i know my posts is getting lamer...so sorry.Ok,gotta go and do my revision now.byebye!!!

By: fangying x:)

2008-07-26T22:05:00.003+08:00

Ok,finally can post now....Now going to tell you guys what happened yesterday in school..

Assembly-Principal talked something about racial harmony...
Then after that is DNT, which we have a test...is quite difficult.
Then is recess..YEAH!! I ate chicken burger:) NICE!!
After recess is mother tongue, which we also have a test about the <<少年侠客柳迈林>> that book.
Followed by Geography,which we write notes about weathering & erosion...
Then is literature..
Finally can GO HOME:) HOME SWEET HOME..haha

Gotta stop here now..bye guys!

2008-07-20T15:14:00.000+08:00

Alright,back to blogging....
Haizz...why does time past so quickly???Now is July liao...Tomorrow got science test leh, sianzz lah....I haven finish writing my notes....Aiya,i think i cannot think of anything ready lah,my mind is totally blank now...Bye,gotta go and finish writing my science notes and study ready...

2008-07-08T11:39:00.004+08:00

Whooo...Finally finish my E-Learning:) Is quite tiring de lor...Morning wake up at 7.50am....Ok,then erm,oh ya,i know i have not been updating recently so my apologies...:( OMG,i dunnoe wad i want to say ready.."sigh..." Ok lar,never mind i stop here now and will post ltr or tomorrow...cos i really can't think of wad to say...sorry...^^

2008-06-27T23:08:00.002+08:00

Think i didn't post much since school reopen ler..haha..WOW...already quite a lot of homework since sku reopen leh.....i feel so tired. But i still must work hard for my Year-End exam....Ok..and erm still gt wad i wan to say arh?? oh yah,and hope u all enjoy the music!! BYEBYE!! This will be a short post,sry...:(

2008-06-15T22:50:00.002+08:00

HI!! Feeling quite bored now.."sigh.."one more week 就开学liao..."sigh",so fast..its like as if holiday just started yesterday....Whooo....now is already 11.04 pm liao..hehe..i told my dad i wanna do until 3.30...HEHE...but dunno can anot...try lor....Ok,so my homework i still left 6 阅读秘籍,7elements of THE PERFECT STORM and another bk that i read,and 4 geography articles!!! A LOT RITE??? "Sigh.." No choice..still have to do it...Ok,will stop posting here now,gotta go and do homework liao,byebye!!!

2008-06-13T14:00:00.004+08:00

Hi people! Back to posting!! Ok..so just now i in the morning 10.00am wake up,then after washing my face and brush my teeth...i eat breakfast and watch 完全娱乐& 放羊的星星.Then at abt 12 like tat go and do homework until my brother wake up and buy lunch for mi..hehe...ok...then i watch tv for a while again..then here i m posting!! HEHE..i noe my post is very lame..sry dunnoe wad to post ler...byebye..will post again some other time...

2008-06-08T14:51:00.002+08:00

YO YO YO I M BACK TO POSTING AGAIN!! Yesterday just when to orchard the cinema there with my mum,dad,aunt & Pauline!! Thks pauline for going!! We went to watch the movie "INDIANA JONES" and the mv is ok lar..quite funny..Ok,so now i m going to do the survey which Amanda wanted mi to do...

Name 20 people you can think of right now. Do not read the questions till you've named the 20 people.

1)Xinyi
2)Pauline
3)Shi Jia
4)Cheryl(Ex-mbs)
5)Qiu lin
6)Kai Li
7)Kim Siew
8)yu hui
9)Amanda
10)Yanqi
11)Nina
12)Wei Tian
13)Jie Min
14)Lecia
15)Tiffany
16)Shi Hui
17)Megan
18)Jia Jia
19)Shi Xuan
20)My brother

-How do you meet 14?
--->In school during primary 6...

-What would you do if you never meet 1?
--->I would be real sad..and regret..

-What if 9 and 20 dated?
--->Erm..i think its impossible..dunnoe lah

-Will 6 and 17 date?
--->They are both girls leh..i m nt sure..

-Describe 3
--->To mi,Shijia is cute,kind and smart..and quite chio too!!

-Is 8 attractive?
--->Erm this i really dunnoe how to answer..sry..

-Describe 7
--->She is smart..erm sometimes a bit fierce..(sry didn't mean to say this kim siew..)

-Do you noe any of 12's family members?
--->No..

-What would you do if 18 confesses to you that he likes you?
--->Jiajia?? erm she is a gal leh...

-What language that 15 speaks?
--->I think shld be english ba..

-Who is 9 going out with?
--->I Don't know

-How old is 16?
--->12+ or 13???

-When is the last time you spoke to 13?
--->I think is very long ago ready..i think is the last day of p6???

-What is 2's Fav. band/singer?
--->"The Click Five" if i m not wrong

-Would you ever date 4?
--->Erm i dunnoe..mayb nt

-Would you ever date 1?
--->She is my best friend leh...how can i date her??

-What is 10's last name?
--->Lee

-Would you ever be in a relationship with 10?
--->dunnoe leh

-School of 3?
--->Chung Cheng High Main

-Have you ever seen 5 naked?
--->Of course no lah!!

Ok,choose 5 pple now..
1)Pauline
2)Xinyi
3)Shijia
4)Cheryl
5)Kim siew

Ok i m done..will post again some other time..byebye!!!

2008-06-04T21:28:00.002+08:00

YO everyone!! Finally have time to update on my blog ler....so i now going to do the survey that Pauline wanted mi to do...here goes..

1)Do you wish to get married?
--->Erm..tis question...maybe ba..

2)What do you want the most now?
--->I want to get all my holiday hw done and go out and relax..Bt can't lar..cos i very lazy

3)Who is the person you trust most?
--->My family and my good friends..or is it myself???

4)Do you have enough confidence?
--->As for this...i must see is which situation...under some situation i m confidence,bt under some i will not be confidence at all...

5)If you can have a dream come true,what would it be?
--->I want time to go back to primary school day life.....i miss it a lot..

6)Are you satisfied with yourself?
--->No

7)What are you afraid to lose?
--->Friends and family..and my warmth house...Without my friends and family,my life would be in total darkness....

8)Do you believe in fate?
--->Yes,i believe it....lovers sometimes are fated to meet each other....

9)What would you do if HE/SHE hugged you?
--->If it is HE,I would feel over the moon and i will feel veri veri warmth...

10)Who do you wish to see now?
--->I dun really noe....

11)What kind of people do you hate?
--->Unloyals,betrayers,proud...rude..

12)What moments u want to treasures?
--->I want to treasure the times when i m with my friends and family.....

13)Do you trust every friendships of yours?
--->No,i do not trust every but some...

14)Do you treasure your family?
--->Yes,definitely!!

15)What is the most important thing in my life?
--->Is still fwens and family..i really cannot lose them...

16)What do you regret most in your life?
--->For not treasuring the time i had when i was in primary sku...especially in P6..now wanted to turn back..but its too late...

17)Who do you hope to be always there for you?
--->Friends,family..and him..

18)What is your definition of LOVE?
--->My definition of LOVE is that LOVE is happiness,willing to do anything for him...and when we were together,we must b truly happy.

19)Who are the people that really stood by you when you were at your worst point of life so far?
--->My family and two very very good friends..

20)What kind of friends do you hope to be in your friend's eye?
--->Honest,loyal,kind and will always be on my side..

Instruction: Remove one question from above and add in yours.Make it a total of 20 questions.Tag 8 people in your list. List them out at the end of this post.Notify them in their chatbox that he/she has been tagged.Whoever get to tag would have a blessing from all.

Ok,so now must choose 8 pple..
-Xinyi
-Nina
-Amanda(1e1)
-Cheryl(ex-mahabodhian)
-Kim Siew
-Wenyi
-Yanqi
-Wei tian

2008-05-28T12:22:00.002+08:00

Erm hi,
posting again...just now in the morning went for dance practice..Anyway i went to Amanda(1e1)'s blog and saw her rite that must answer the survey thingy..so i now must answer...

A)People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blog and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
B)Tag 6 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse,these people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person who they were tagged by!Continue this game by sending it to other people!

1)If your lover betrayed you,what will your reaction be?
Ans: I will hate him forever and try to forget him.
2)If you can have a dream to come through,what will it be?
Ans:Erm..this arh...i want to wish for family and friends to be happy and i want to be with my friends forever.....Especially 6HUMILITY'07..you guys rawks!
3)If there was a choice between lover and friends,what would it be?
Ans:This is real difficult..but if really want me to choose one,i will choose friends...Friendship is more important than love...this is wad i think lah..
4)What kind of home do you think is suitable for living?
Ans:Well....I feel that one do not need to live in a very big house like example a terrace house...but the most important is that there are yr family members living with you and care for you...which means the house is full of family love....even if it is in a small hse...
5)What is ur ideal lover like?
Ans:As for this...erm..he must be handsome,honest,kind,and responsible...even if he is nt rich i oso won't mind.
6)Which is more blessed,loving someone or being love by someone?
Ans:I would say that both is oso blessed..but sometimes loving someone is veri 痛苦wan...so i think that being love by someone is more blessed...
7)How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
Ans:Hmm...if i really love that person.....i would wait veri veri long...but if that person still doesn't feel anything towards mi...i will try to stop loving him and forget him..because there is no point in loving that person if he doesn't love you...Love cannot be forced...
8)If the person you secretly love is already attached,what would you do?
Ans:I would try to forget him completely...
9)Is there anything that has made you unhappy these few days?
Ans:No.
10)Is being tagged fun?
Ans:Erm..ok lah
11)How do you see yourself in 10 years time?
Ans:Fat,ugly
12)Who are currently the most important people to you?
Ans:My family and xinyi,pauline & shijia
13)What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
Ans:I think is ok ok wan lah..
14)Would you be single and rich or married but poor?
Ans:Erm...i really don't know how to answer this question...i have nt think of it yet
15)What is the first thing you do every morning?
Ans:Wake up and walk sleepily out of bed..
16)Would you sacrifice your family time to enjoy with your friends?
Ans:Must see under which kind of circumstances...
17)What is the thing you can't bear to leave it aside?
Ans:My family and friends
18)What type of friends do you like?
Ans:Honest,have a kind heart& loyal
19)What type of friends do you disliked?
Ans:Rude,proud,backstabbers,unloyal..

Ok,i m done...So must choose 6 pple to do is it??erm..
-Xinyi
-pauline
-shijia
-cheryl(ex-mahabodhian)
-Wei tian
-Kim siew
So can u all do it pls?? thank you so much !!!

2008-05-25T14:46:00.002+08:00

Hi people posting again...have nt post for quite a lot of days so sry......now june holidays still nid to go back to sku......"sigh..."so tired..........never mind...just bear with it lar......sry people i really dunnoe wad to post liao but i must thank xinyi one more time again for helping mi with my science.......xinyi 加油！ok will end here now bye...sry i noe its lame:)

2008-05-16T20:21:00.002+08:00

HELLOX everyone!!! So i have already get back my Mid-yr exams results ler except for literature....Some of them still quite ok lar..At least my Geography manage to pass. The geography teacher made mi so nervous lah,cos when she giving out the papers,she said that onli those who pass then she will say out the marks.Then u noe hor,when she call out:"fang ying",she never say anything and she gave mi tat kind of quite strict looks..Then finally i went up to her,she say :"51 and a half " OMG... made mi so nervous lah....But the most shocking results is actually my Science....i just can't believe lah...i didn't get 70 before leh...Then now i gt 82....M i dreaming??But i must really really thank my really good friend-xinyi hu help me to revise my science. Really really thank you xinyi!!! Thank you thank you thank you!!! Thank you xinyi!!Bt made me most sad one is my chinese...i 退步 a lot leh.....i m really veri sad....."Sigh...."ok lah i will end here now bye bye........

MYE IS OVER!!!

2008-05-12T13:41:00.005+08:00

Yay!!!!! Mid-Yr Exams are finally over!!! So happy!!!

Tomorrow and Wednesday dun nid come school:)haha...can stay @ home and relax.....whoa...i veri lazy horx,hehe....Paiseh arh,i dunno wad to post ready,so i will post nxt time,i wan to go and play games liao...byebye :p

2008-05-10T13:44:00.004+08:00

Hallo everyone!! Wooooo...finally have time to post...Is really busy the last few days preparing for my Mid-yr exams so i did not post for many days lor..Sorry everyone!!!"Sigh...."Monday still gt one Maths (part 2) Mid-yr exams,tat means is those long problem sums one.....So far until now,i think tat the english,geography & literature is very difficult. Will fail for sure de lah....i so stupid....."SIGH...."just haf 2 pray that i every subjects just pass ba!!! "SIGH...."so boring....dun noe wad to post liao lah..Okie lah..i will end here now...byebye!!! Will post again!!!

2008-04-25T20:24:00.004+08:00

Hello everyone...sorry for nt posting these few days. Is real busy and tired.. Secondary school life is just so different from primary school life.."sigh" i really regret tat i did not study hard last time in primary school & listen to all de teachers.....Now i really miss them & miie class!!!Btw,just had my mid-yr exam in de morning...Is quite difficult leh....as u all noe...my study isn't gud at all........I feel like going back to ptimary school & study again,and take de PSLE again.....i dun mind if it is more difficult,as long as i can be in my own primary school & can b with my primary school classmates i very happy ready......Too bad time can't go back...so i think i will just have to move on & study hard ba!!!

2008-04-20T18:41:00.004+08:00

Hello people! Posting again. Have nt blog for quite a lot of days...very busy tis few days,so paiseh paiseh...And i think that i have really hurt my closest fwen in damai..& i really feel veri guilty.....i should nt have said all those things to hurt her...So i m saying sorry to her now.veri veri sorry to her. I really hope she would forgive mi...Just dun noe why...i feel like crying now..:(And from now on i promise that i will nt say things to hurt any other pple..never again.........

2008-04-12T22:55:00.003+08:00

Hiies everybody!!! Have not post for the last few days..dont' noe wat to post sia.."sigh"...I just feel that time passes veri quickly...1 week passes after another and i haven even finish revising the topics that teacher had taught...i think i will stopped here now....byess..Will post again some other time. i promise

2008-04-05T18:50:00.004+08:00

Arlows everybody...Posting again..Help me!!! All the tests is really driving me crazy..I am confirm going to fail the science test tat i took yesterday..It was just a total disaater.Erm,maybe i was just exaggerating..Oh and on Thurs i run the 2.4km run until siao..So i think i gonna fail my Napfa test ba. My sports has always been nt good..''sigh''...Time flies so quickly..now April ready..Okie dookie..think will end here now..bye bye!!! Will pots some other time!!!

2008-03-21T14:15:00.002+08:00

Hi everyone... posting again...todae is good friday so nv go school,can relax at home. HAHA... So there is a geography test and science test coming up when i return to school...haizz.. Sry everyone,dun noe wad to post liao leh. Will continue posting again some other day... By:limfy

2008-03-16T14:14:00.003+08:00

Hellox everyone...sry 4 not posting for so many days!!!! Haizz...tomorrow school starts again.Why march holiday so short one....didn't really get 2 relax...& my studies is not gud oso.I failed 2 of my common tests-geography & literature. i just think that i m just born to b stupid...i just can't get good results. Anyway,i really miss 6HUMILITY!!!!!!!! Especially all my gud fwens... haizz,times really flies.....still remember when i was just going in 2 primary school when i was just primary one. Now,we are already sec 1... I just miss de times spent together wif my class & gud fwens...I really miss them.. But i must still wished the all the ppl in 6HUMILITY good luck in everything!!! JIAYOU!!! i won't forget u all!!! FWENS 4EVA!!! By:Best of both worlds..

2008-02-29T23:17:00.005+08:00

Hello everyone!!! Whoa.....i a lot of weeks never post on blog liao leh...oh sry,i promise i will post on it whenever i haf time!!! HAHA...but i really very STRESS!!!! Aiya,but never mind...just enjoy the pics i took on CNY.... tis is miie wif my family......but actually it is not at nite...is de camera got problem or watever..

& these is mi and my cousins!!! YEAH!!!

these is also my cousins!!! Except 4 the wear green shirt wan...is my bro!!!

My cousins again...haha....C,i veri tall hor?

These is again miie cousins!!! haha..i put a lot of pictures wif my cousins on it hor???? hahaxxx....okie dokie...gtg & sleep liao..gdnite!!! Will post again some other time!!!

My first blog which haf photos!!!!!!!!<33

2008-02-15T23:56:00.006+08:00

Hi everyone!!! i m back 2 posting again:) Since my blog always have no photos,i will put photos tis time................ENJOY WATCHING IT!!!!!!!!!

Cousins playing mahjong during new year<333333 Tis is miie messy table!!!everytime do finish homework will become like tat...or sometimes everyday would b like tat...haha.........i veri lazy horx??

my damai fwenniess!!! i looked weird in the picture........

tis is me! so ugly rite?

CNY&my modern dance thingy

2008-02-01T21:06:00.000+08:00

OOOO....hi everyone!!!! so tired....Secondary school life is really stress!!! Nid 2 study so many subjects...''sigh...''Btw,4 those people hu dun noe,i get into modern dance club!~~~~~On monday,we haf our first lesson of dancing.At first,the counsillors played wif us 2 game called ''WHACKO''&"HUSBAND&WIFE"(the game sounds weird rite?)After tat,we learnt a dance which haf 2 haf a partner & my partner is a senior.The dance is so tiring & my sweat started rolling down my forehead....my hand also veri pain...okiii,i tink i will stopped here cos nothing 2 post liao..O, & one more thing,CHINESE NEW YEAR IS COMING & I WISH U ALL AN EARLY,HAPPY&PROSPEROUS YEAR!!! Continue 2 study hard!!!

2008-01-19T22:54:00.000+08:00

Hi! i m back 2 posting again!!! i tink i a few days did not post liao leh.....'cos tis few days quite busy wif school homework.....but"sigh...'',nvm..miss u all guys so much leh...secondary school life is really veri tiring leh....also dunno why so tired >>>"i wanna go back 2 primary school!!!!!!!!!!!!! Btw,may i noe if u all confirm going back 2 MBS on CNY???pls reply asap. thks.

2008-01-05T21:00:00.000+08:00

Whooo....just came back from my Damai orientation school camp....so tired.....yawnnn...i just now from abt 2.00 sth sleep to 7.oo sth,''PRO'' right? The counsellors told us ghosts stories abt the school that send shivers down our spine....they told us ghosts stories abt the toilet,staircase,rock climbing& classrooms<<<)))& on EXPRESSION NIGHT we perform cheers 4 our parents!!!!!the first night i can't really sleep,but on the second day i m really tired & when i lie down on my sleeping bag,i m already sleeping!!!okiiie,i tink i will end here now 'cos i dun noe wat write ready<3333...bye......>

2008-01-01T14:41:00.000+08:00

Hi everyone!!! Just changed a new blogskin & a new song,the song is damn nice,called tian liang yi hou,sang by hu ge.Hee hee,i tink thats all 4 now cos i dun noe wat 2 post liao,WILL CONTINUE POSTING,wait a minute,i haf 2 put the song lyrics,enjoy watching it!!!

歌曲：天亮以后歌手：胡歌专辑：电视剧天外飞仙插曲
客栈前那一座桥或许我们都到不了没有理由在苦笑只是煎熬反复练习的拥抱天亮以后就看不到不能陪你到苍老陪你到老我不知道还有谁能像我让你依靠我只希望你会牢记我的好
天亮以后就再也牵不到你的手天亮以后我会慢慢离开你的梦不敢说再见就是无法说出口
天亮以后留住你该用什么理由天亮以后留下的就只剩下寂寞别难过所有的痛都由我默默承受
我以为我做得到抱着你到天荒地老爱你我感到骄傲什么都好期待着你的拥抱也许这机会太渺小流着眼泪苦着笑我怎么逃空荡的梦怎么写我们的从今以后握紧着手看不到再见的尽头
天亮以后就再也牵不到你的手天亮以后我会慢慢离开你的梦不敢说再见就是无法说出口
天亮以后留住你该用什么理由天亮以后留下的就只剩下寂寞别难过所有的痛都由我默默承受

2007-12-23T11:24:00.000+08:00

So on Friday i went 2 my new school-damai!!!!We assembled in the school hall(& it is quite big de lor!!)saw Amanda,yanqi,megan & some other people from MBS.After that we went 2 our class room,i m in 1E2,second best class(amanda-pro,in the best class worx....).Then a teacher gave us a piece of paper abt the orientation camp& then say sth abt it.after that we went 2 buy uniforms,but i haven't bought the textbooks'cos my mother haf 2 rushed 2 get 2 work.After that,HOME SWEET HOME!so i tink i like my school,& the uniforms also quite nice de lah,with a tie,but i still doesn't noe how 2 put it on~~~~

2007-12-18T21:01:00.000+08:00

Hi!!! 2moro knowing wat school i going 2,but i can't be in the same school with my GOOD FWENS<'cos i noe i surely can't,'cos my results is not so good>,but still wish u all GOOD LUCK & ALL THE BEST IN WATEVER U DO IN SECONDARY SCHOOL!!!! I WILL REMEMBER U ALL & HOPE U ALL WILL REMEMBER ME TOO!!!!FWENS FOREVERR,REMEMBER 2 KEEP IN TOUCH!!"-''(:

2007-12-07T20:58:00.000+08:00

whoo...i tink i about a few days never post ready liao!!!Btw,i also dun noe wat 2 post leh:D Yesterday i just slipped in the toilet and ...(my buttocks really HURT!!!!)OK,I NOE IT IS QUITE ''bian tai''~~~~Actually when i went inside the toilet, it is quite slippery and i accidentally stepped on a patch of water and SLIPPED AND FALL!!!!ok,i tink it is enough 4 today post>>>>Because i dun noe wat 2 post liao leh::::::::

2007-11-25T13:03:00.000+08:00

PSLE RESULTS is finally out!!!!!Feel so relaxed after receiving it:D!!!!Maybe putting DAIMAI SEC 4 first choice***Ok,enough about this,yesterday,i went 2 suntec city 2 take my Mp3 because i tink the OCBC bank is giving us a free MP3>>>the brand is called ''aigo''Weird right?,the brand?i haf never heard of it before,but i do not noe if u all haf heard of it before a not.....Then dinner we went 2 a restaurant called ''JUST NOODLES'' and i ate a bowl of chicken ramen(la mian)##after that we went 2 see the fortune fountain and it was so beautiful,with the water spraying left and right,also with music ,and many people came 2 look at it.Finally,we went home!!!!!